Well, this week has been a very humbling one. I just have so much to say that really, only silence and solitude can speak it.
Through all of this--the school work, being behind, not having the most stable relationships, etc--I can still breathe and have peace. It will definitely be a journey to walk through...dealing with undealt pain. Engaging it, and seeing them as "sacred" things, a time of tending and gently caring for wounds... look at things that have had an injustice done upon, or pain being inflicted upon.
God really does love us. He wants for us to be humbled and happy. Blessed.
I truly do feel refreshed.
These past few years have been a testimony of what can manifest when your wounds are avoided. Have been ignored. Yet, it has been such a huge testimony of how God has been so faithful through all of it. Of how He's pursued after me through all this time.
Thank you Lord.
Please dont let me resist your will now.
