It's bittersweet. Also shows the grace, glory, and love of Yeshua.
Sigh.
This is going to be hard, but I will go through it well. I will finish well. I will understand your ways thoroughly now. Thank you Lord.
Psalm 119:25-30
25 I am laid low in the dust;
preserve my life according to your word.
26 I recounted my ways and you answered me;
teach me your decrees.
27 Let me understand the teaching of your precepts;
then I will meditate on your wonders.
28 My soul is weary with sorrow;
strengthen me according to your word.
29 Keep me from deceitful ways;
be gracious to me through your law.
30 I have chosen the way of truth;
I have set my heart on your laws.
31 I hold fast to your statutes, O LORD;
do not let me be put to shame.
32 I run in the path of your commands,
for you have set my heart free.
