Friday, October 14, 2011

To my lovers and haters and doubters

This song is dedicated to friends, enemies, frenemies, lovers, haters, ex-friends, ex-lovers, acquaintances, doubters, supporters, brothers, sisters, families, parents, elders...

Tsis tag li ntawd, txoj nkauj no yog rau kuv.



Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Want--

Material things that I want, but can definitely survive without. On other notes: I love the fall!!! It makes me happy and always inspires me to blog more, think more, cry more, want more out of life more, just allows me to be creative and expressive... sigh. :) Creative juices, please flow!!!



Mac Lipstick: Morange
Who else feels like this lipstick is gonna bulge out and poke you? Lol.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Coming Up



My favorite verses:

This one goes out to the baby girls
In a rush growing up in this crazy world
Yeah your brother on the road and he never home
I know you feeling kinda sad now that daddy gone
You can't let it get you down, gotta carry on
We only lose things because it make us strong
You always had my love, and now you got a song
From the biggest biggest fan that you've ever known
I know you won't be little girls, not for very long
And you ain't gotta have a man if you don't ever want
Cause I'm gonna make sure you got two of everything
That you ever want, every time, like your very own
Not to make you hard to respect
Just really really really really hard to impress
It's a whole wide world for you to go and get your hands on
Until then, just come and get your dance on now

I know it's like a whole lot going on
Things going right, things going wrong
Maybe baby on the way, and you feel so alone
Know that in this world you're never really on your own
God got a number get him on the phone
He'll never put you places where you don't belong
Put you through the pain, to put you on the throne
And I know that from the bottom of my corazon
And if they looking at you sideways
You just wave right back, tell 'em hi hater
Mad you ain't hanging with 'em in the driveway
Nah we going to keep it moving to the highway
The strongest putting on
The week (weak) is all over like Friday, chilling
Shout out to King David for bringing in philly (the feeling)
And all the pretty independent women in the building

Friday, September 23, 2011

This usually never happens...

I'm not one to read or follow astrology stuff simply because it's vague, typically untrue, and just not worth my time lol.

But I thought this was interesting!

What it's like to date a Gemini Woman:
The Gemini woman is truly enchanting. However, dating her might feel more like a friendship then a real relationship due to her casual nature. This is not necessarily a disadvantage, for the casual man who shy's away from overly romantic emotions, she is the perfect woman. Since she is the astrology sign of the duality, she offers quite the challenge. One one hand, she needs to be nurtured, loved and catered to and on the other hand, she needs stimulation and novelty. She is very demanding and if you do not provide what she wants, she will be off onto the next adventure pretty quickly. To keep her interested is a challenge, not completely impossible so she is the perfect woman for the man who likes stimulation and a challenge. She needs a partner with a quick mind, she tends to poke and prod at the emotions and the minds of those who are mentally slower then her, make sure you can keep up to her wit or you will briskly be left behind. She is prone to keeping men on a string, not completely heartlessly, she is evaluating if the man is worth her attention and her time she has no time to waste with a dull man. Once you have her approval, she can easily become jealous. The reason for her is jealousy is that if she is going to open up to a man, when she rarely completely opens up to anyone, she does not want to risk her being deceived or hurt. If you are with a Gemini woman and she becomes jealous, you are on the right track to true love! Gemini women are so exciting that they are worth the effort, you will remember her forever!


This reminds me of when my friend Shannon told me that I need a strong man because I can get bored easily. He needs to be strong in himself, and strong in God, and he needs to be funny. According to Shannon. I suppose she's right.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Even in my...



There is no pit too deep
That Jesus cannot reach
There is no sorrow so strong
That would overtake Your beloved one

And He’s brought me to the wilderness
Where I will learn to sing
And He lets me know my barrenness
So I will learn to lean

Beautiful Mercy,
Do what you have to do
Jealous Lover
Do what you have to do (to bring forth love in me)

So I will sing…
Even in my barrenness
Even in this brokenness
Even in the loneliness

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Losing My Way

***Note: I wrote this really fast and will come back to edit later. Expect lots of incorrect punctuation, grammar, etc. Love you all.



This song touches me in so many ways. Justin manages to touch on something that everyone on earth probably struggles with. Ultimately, he is singing the song of a man without hope. A man that knows that there's got to be hope out there some where. He has reached a dead end, and has a lot of regrets, and is crying out for help.

Everyone can connect with falling down and losing your way. Whether she struggles with shame, addictions, family issues, insecurities, anything. People hit the rock bottoms of their weaknesses and feel alone.

The second thing that this song touches me with is that I know the answer to this song! I have the answer to it. The answer is Jesus Christ. He is the bringer of the truth. In Him, you find hope. In Him, you stop looking around and realize that this person that is both human and God heard you a long long long time ago and already came down to do what he had to do for you. He died for your addictions, your sins, your insecurities, your brokenness. He makes you new. This song touches me because I know what it is like to be at the pit, and yet I know how to also hope now. I know that my hope is coming for me! My hope heard me, He came for me, He died for me, He rose again, and He is coming back after he has finished preparing our home.

The last thing that I will say is that as my Lord is preparing my home, the Holy Spirit is still moving. His Spirit is still moving and is here. With Him, I (the Church) need to do my job in telling those that desire hope where they can find it. I can't just sit here and listen to this song and feel all fuzzy. I need to understand my responsibility in bringing food to those that are starving for life. Through me, God hears them. Through me, He speaks to them. I can't tell them that He hears you by walking past them afterwards as if I'm deaf.

It's time to stand up and hear the world crying out for help, church. Let's do our thing beloved and love the sheep that God has called. Let's gather the harvest and be ready for our King's return. He has come to bring hope to the hopeless! Amen...

To my friends in need of hope: I am sorry if I have not heard your cry for help. Please forgive me. I am sorry if I heard it but was too preoccupied with my own issues. Change is coming though, and although I can't meet everyone's needs, please never hesitate to give me a call! And though I cannot always be there for you, please know that I love you and always know this: the Holy Spirit (God) is here, and He hears you! Hope is coming for you. He has a future for you. You are His masterpiece, His creation--created to do good works for Him! Although this may be a hard time right now, blessed are those who mourn, because they will be comforted! Blessed are those who are the poor in spirit, because the kingdom of heaven is theirs. Blessed are the humble and meek, because they will inherit the earth! Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness--for they will be filled.

Be filled, be blessed. Lose your life to gain true life in Him. He has heard you long ago, and has come to fill you and bless you. Lose your way, and find Him--He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.